hustle and struggle and get up 5 o'clock in the morning. stand in line outside after equity on 46th street, just to get an audition for pippin playing like it. you know, at like the poughkeepsie rep or something and you just stand there for 8 hours try to get this one or you know, that was, that was life. and it was, it was in some ways the good old days because you had nothing to lose at that time . you just all in, you know, and it was like, you just crawl of a dead body to get what you want that i was i was lean and hungry as a new york. yeah. same thing. i got to catch a rising star like 70 to get in line to get that ticket. then you'd be 17 in line at the dawn. and then they come in and they say the agencies pulled 3 tickets. the kids were headed off at 60. go back to union square. i think that but i like you us . if i thought i would go i'm id. have to kill me. i'm in. no. yeah, no, i used to and i and i started, i've done stand up often on throughout the years and i started doing a little bit of stand up when i 1st got to the just to get seen and try to get agents to like pay attent