i think in going out, abad met me in california, my first reporting trip, and he was teaching in the program they have in the summers making various introductions suggesting to them the school that i was a sthettic, that i had sympathy for their cost, for what they were trying to do, and there was some talk in the early days about what fox news had said about them. they knew the up sympathetic view, and my sense is in the introduction that emphasized this, some who has sympathy and wanted to tell a story, and, you know, i think we developed it in, look, i'm not -- i should say this, i'm not a trained journalist. i have not gone to journalism school. there was part of the book that was not only learning about islam, by getting people's stories and telling them so i found opportunities, and i think leyna was -- i mentioned the way she helped set it up, was to just find ways to sit around for hours at a time and talk with each other saying why are you here? well, i wanted to study the inspiration to me, seen at this conference and this conference, and my mom thought it would be great. s