with this, i had the example of a very good teacher, one of my favorite school... teachers abram lvovovich kutikovceased, unfortunately, here , which somehow led this love to this business, but then having come to some other teachers, already getting older, i realized that something was wrong, something was gone, maybe this moment of some kind of guardianship that existed, again there was a rather difficult period of connection with death mom, there was some kind of incomprehensible stage that maybe i don’t even remember myself for several years at all, what i did, what i did, what i was like, they were so lost, but after that it’s very bright and for a very long time i developed a strong passion for ceramics, again this is connected, of course, with the teacher, with sculpture i came, i don’t think it was through my father, but rather through ceramics, through her, that’s actually why i entered ceramics, having entered ceramics, i of course realized that i... ended up in the wrong place, because it’s my hobby a lot of sculpture, plastic, modeling, did not at all correspond to the program and the