guys, god help you, and we felt it, that it had already been said, it didn’t work out, with academician lazarevlp me, since this is the second day nothing has worked out, he says: go, he says, i’ll go and see you later, and now i’m not a coda, i myself am involved in your business , i ask you, let’s go, come over, i said, no, i ’ll come later, he grabs him, pulls him to the door and pulled the academician out, as soon as he pulled him out of the office, there was an explosion and the whole part where was blown apart i sat there, well, the whole institute was in shock, that’s all. but life had already turned out this way, confidence , inner life told me that this was my path, when i entered the theological academy, i was first of all amazed by the atmosphere of theological schools, i talked with academicians, with soviet professors, and i can say, that these are erudite scholars, these are intellectuals, these are people with subtle souls, when i came here, i would have been generally shocked by what? well, such an unusual way of communicating with people around me, here i come, a young man, but