people achaean disagree and they will i'm sure but this is how i experienced being the first woman or stand on the stage for debate with all of those incredibly odd and bizarre happenings and i am very clean air with that. you may think you know what happened and to a certain extent based in what you perceived or how you process but i will tell you how i felt and what i thought. because you cannot make up what happened. [laughter] [applause] i think that is part of the reason why was such an incredible experience to try to write it because even i forgot some of those wacky things said and done to pull all of that back out and try a to be personal but dispassionate as possible and to explain not only for my mental health but to come to grips with what we need to do in the future is a wonderful coincidence on during a children's book at the same time because that is rooted in the idea of citizenship. how to give them the tools they need and to cooperate with people and all the lines that were drawn is important to say this is how i experienced a. a lot of people hike the pacific coast b