music and then once you have this breakthrough you'll see it in the show that once this person has acim motional thing that they bury there's this breakthrough in their voice in the song and their personality and it goes to this whole other level where it would be you get the tone for them. instead of doing a casting you know i just called friends that called friends and i went through my musician friends from new york to chicago los angeles everywhere i could think of you said that people think they know about the music business with they don't know . you you call the antidote to american idol it's not this and i'm not looking for an antidote for anything i'm just trying to share with people my process my process of songwriting comes from you know it comes from a very real place a place that when you watch american idol god bless it it's probably this awesome experience that these people are having but it's not a real one those kids that are on that show would never would never be found out by a label a label would never go and go i want that kid you know they're not special enough the