i'm a better acker now than when i left. and thank god for that. i didn't stay, and i would simply argue with you that i wasn't turning my back on holly wood. i was walking toward something, not away from something. but i also know that quite often when you get to a place that i got to after march beauty, which was incredible. >> rose: yeah. >> that it's very easy to then start doing lots and lots of movies you shouldn't do, because they're paying you lots of money. and because you're trying to keep on those lists and be that guy. and i just went, i did it. i don't have to top myself. i don't have to spend another ten years, you know, cruising that-- proving that, i did it, i want to make a left turn and go towards something that is not about my career, not about my ambition, is about a company. and i've recently, you don't know this, but when we did richard iii around the world, hi a documentary film crew following us. and i have just now, we cut this documentary about what it's like to be a company member. first of all, tours rarely happen in 12