her name is adriana justine, but that's my daughter, and i'm really proud to have her, like even though i'm not currently involved fully in her life right now. >> even though michelle wants to plan for a future with her 1-year-old daughter, she still thinks about the past and desperately wants to know more about her birth family. >> this is my birth mom right here. this is my birth mom with her husband. that's not my father, but he is her husband. >> at 20 years old, michelle is at a time in her life when she's starting to define her identity. while many her age do it in a college setting, michelle is struggling to find herself out on the streets of san diego. but the nagging question about her past, specifically who her mother is, continues to haunt her. >> i want to find her. hopefully i do. i want to search for my birth mom right now. i have been searching for her for a while but hopefully, hey, maybe she's watching this and sees her face and goes oh, wow, that's my kid. i don't know. >> this is no different than getting a cross with a jesus tattooed on it, so this is -- this is my c