i was as bridesmaid for 70 miles away when iwas in as bridesmaid for 70 miles away when i was in agourarophobia. i had a very specific type which is that i had a fear of staying anywhere away from home. besides the usual stuff of what to where you might get off with, i had a couple of concerns preying on my mind. the thing with acrophobia is people think it'sjust mind. the thing with acrophobia is people think it's just you cannot leave the house at all. and i guess that's the kind of extreme and and what i started outwith. what happens for a lot of people with agoura phobia is you end up with a very specific situation or type of place you cannot go to. and for me, that was anywhere other than my flat, my mum's and my nan's. this wedding was in scotland. all the places i could say that was safe was london, you know, down south. this kind of ended up becoming my nemesis rather than the sort of event that it should be about which is the celebration of love. the thing is it sort of takes over your rain with a different kind of logic. it is irrational and i can say that now because i have m