it was just aightmare.e of that is probably my song to being performer but the cabaret sho where it is just me and i don't have to use an accentr a great joand it's nice to get up in front of people and instead of being tking about the glom topic of race and face down the inevitable audience member who thinks i am a terble person etc. i can get up there and have fun and smile. i quickly noticed if you are the controversy list about race and even if you are making since you're not allowed to joke around because the it seems you're not taking these things seriously and because i have an inherently salty demeter if i get up there and laugh it's li they think am better than people so you have to be this guam person and that is the way it has to be so i think a lot of people out there think of me as humorless person that runs around in sport coats and things like that when in fact i do not wear sports coats and realife and a pretty goofy person and with the cabaret shows i get to come out and pick up the microph