alan clark has recently been transferred to holman and has not formed any friendships with the inmates, but he does have a relationship with someone on the outside. >> for 15 years i didn't have anybody come to see me or write me or anything like this. and then came [ bleep ]. she's a darling, you know. she's the love of my life. i miss her so much. you just wouldn't believe. you know, i really miss her. last year in september i became real sick. you know, i had been sick all that day. and when i got to the infirmary, they took my blood pressure and found that it was real, real low. and they rushed me to the emergency room. but i met a nurse there, and when she walked into the room and we made eye contact, i knew, you know, that she was going to be my girl. you know, when we started seeing each other, i said, i've got life without parole. i may not ever get out. she told me, she says, you let me worry about that. finally, you know, one day on the visiting yard up here when she come to see me, i got down on my knees and i asked her, will you marry me? and she says, yes. so i said, okay,