enable you to reach for a different way of being in the world and i'm not trying to sound like allison mcintosh talking about creating these little pockets you can run away but how we forge relationships with one another becomes an active political gesture in the moment, does that seem to make sense? >> absolutely. the joy that you have in those relationships are like those you get in other corners of the world, other corners of the community. we have been a joyful people. you can't be soulful for pleasure, it is joy. the tradition that we come from, the deeper spiritual ki and we have to be honest and realized all of us especially those of us in the black middle class are always modified in one way or another and that has been the object of the critical reflection. he says by knowing the great white hope for the liberal establishment and i want to talk about that. i don't want to be that hope. he has something inside him called a calling and i need to say that. they are missing the point. something just isn't right. [laughter] it's about freedom and all they talk about is money. the it's right