amala.t's when you have this test, i want to be one of the first to take it because i know there is something going on my brain. and, you know, i have six kids and 11 grandkids and been married for 4 3 years. i want to know what's going on with my body. and i did it for another reason, too. my mother and jerry's mom both had strokes. i was doing it -- i wanted to get my brain tested for people with brain trauma. the military guides, 22 guys, they are coming over and killing themselves. i just was saying, i will be a guinea pig, do whatever i can to help you, you know, find a cure for this or see what we can do. and that was two years ago. actually, two years today is when i went to ucla and did that. >> jerry, you say you are not surprised that the n.f.l. may have interfered here did that concern you that maybe because of that possible alleged interference that the movie won't really highlight the issue as a real problem that you are saying the n.f.l. must address? >> if the n.f.l. did have