. >> i can see amarossa. i wish i hadn't been able to hear her. you got so close. in the end, quarter of a million dollars goes to a charity, really big deal. isn't it? >> it is bigger than big. i'm playing for st. jude children's research hospital. this is a place in memphis where -- kids with cancer that they don't even have names for the kind of cancer they have because it is such a horrible disease that continues to morph into new forms of cancer. they treat kids that insurance won't cover. that can't afford to be treated. they take the hardest cases in. regardless of where they come from. it is also a research center. they have treatments for cancers that the treatments don't have names yet. they are a serial number. and they take these kids in and the majority of them come out and survive this situation. it is huge. what they do. >> are you surprised how -- competitive you have came in this competition in the sense much wanting to win? >> what i'm surprised is that -- and you have -- you never think of reality tv show would give you a life lesson but it truly