the voice belongs to former gang enforcer, ameena matthews. . >> holding a prayer vigil for a kid shot in front of his home is listening to the radio. he definitely wasn't in a game. he was loved by his block. when ego sets in, these young guys say let's go get who we think did it. >> i'm hearing 20 different things. all of it is is stupid. all of it is stupid. 2:00 in the afternoon coming home from school. for real? this is unacceptable for me to be holding this boy, this young man obituary. schools, churches your mama's house, your cars. those are safe zones. i was making a real stupid decision and some stupid calls. there were calls in my life, blood on my hands in my head. who does this baby belong to? who does this little shorty belong to? he's just hanging around? he's just hanging? this little... he's just hanging around y'all, right? he see everything that y'all do, right? so if this brother right here do 100 years, whose fault is it? it's his fault? >> it's our fault. >> teach him. y'all got it? >> yeah. >> y'all got it? >> yeah. >> you got it? >> yeah. >> all right. i'm looki