patterson age 24. your reaction to this fallout from the shutdown only being discussed now after an excellent report from andrea mitchell. i think people think it is sickening to be honest with you. >> i think it is heart wrenching to know newly we reefd families will not have benefits when they need to bring families together to grief. >> john, we talk with you often and you're a passionate guy and my team told me this is something you would really wanted to speak out about and we wanted to get your voice. what are vets telling you? >> i've gotten a lot of calls today, obviously. one of my buddies called me and did a couple of tours in iraq and called it the ultimate disgrace. i'm embarrassed today standing in front of the capitol. this $100,000 is important, supposed to come with the casualty assistance, $1200 of indem knit for the families. i can imagine, it's absolutely a shame and i think it's the absolute example why we need to completely fund the government. when we try to piecemeal this thing, it's an absolute slap in the face to those who died and certainly our organization, to continue to hold the gop