andrea seabrook hi hi thanks so much for coming on so glad to be here so you have talked about how you were on the hill for fourteen years and you were constantly being lied to yes my question is i mean you knew i mean you know that when you're being lied to and you're kind of being told these talking points what took so long for your to kind of come to that awakening well you know there are ways to cover congress that really gives the american people an illumination of what their government is doing it just it i spent ten years of that time saying over and over and over again it's broken it's broken it's broken unfortunately for a modern news organization maybe not your show but many shows take the news to be the thing that happened today and unfortunately it's gotten to the point where the thing that happened today every single day is plain theater pure and simple and so you get to this point as a journalist where you're saying ok the news is defined by my organization is telling the american people what their government did today and then i get a tagline on the end that says but it'