i love angie chris. i also read a lot of poets. i could go on forever. but i won't. did you have another question. or did someone else have a question. >> now i have to call you out. i'm a lifelong resident of northern wisconsin. it's not that cold in madison. tell me about the dances you and your girls did. have that functioned for you. tell us about that. dancing and music in a lot of ways. i studied music when i was a kid. dancing was more about performance and performing for me specifically. a kind of strength and it was very often in miami when i started going through puberty i felt the unwanted attention from men i developed very early. and i felt like i was getting all this attention that i was not interested in. i started dressing and boys close. i dressed had to toe like a boy and i did not want to be looked at. i think dancing was like that. also for me and my girls. dancing as like what we did. just because we needed something to do. we went to bayside marketplace. you could pay $3 to get on a boat that have a dance floor. now when we look back. .. .. othe