writing today who inspire me today, i love catalina is latest novel, can tora come i love angie cruz dominicana. i also read a lot of poets. i love -- and natalie years, when my brother was -- >> i could go on forever, but i won't. andy had another question, or did someone else have a question question to make now i have to call you out, i'm a resident of northern wisconsin. a lifelong resident of northern wisconsin. not that cold in madison. >> it was cold, for me. mike just kidding. tell me the dances you and your girls did, how that function for you, was it -- tell us about that systemic so, dancing and music in a lot of ways for me i studied music when i was a kid between scene was more i think about performance in performing performing for me specifically performing a strength, he was very often in miami when i started going through puberty i felt the unwanted attention from men and come i developed very early and i felt like i was getting all this attention that i wasn't interested in so i started resting in boys) i wore baggy jeans and polo shirts and basketball jerseys and, i dressed he