relationships with men, i take that, when you look back on this, you know, 20-something and younger anjelica hustonere your womanhood is concerned, the way you view the world as a woman, what do you see in this young anjelica that you like and that you -- i don't want to say loathe, but don't like? >> not like so much. >> yeah, not like so much, yeah. >> what i like was the fact that she wanted to do it her own -- wanted to do it on her own. that she felt things deeply. that she had ambition. that she knew she had it. that somewhere she was a dreamer and that she could imagine that she would be good at what she would do. and the things i don't like so much, her insecurity, her longing for affection and for love, her loneliness, her sense of knowing better than anyone else. >> of course, without all that, you wouldn't have -- we wouldn't have this anjelica huston. >> whoever she is. >> have you not figured that out yet? >> no. i'm always in process. [ laughter ] >> i think we all are, though. >> i hope so. >> we're all cracked vessels, and we're always in process, i think, every one of us. why -- i