anthony beavers will be here in the week i'm sorry i'm going to miss him and he's one of the great military historians of the time. i can't think of the best military historian. i write everything -- read everything he writes. i will drop into the old classics. i will read some of the new stuff that's coming around. i'm very catholic in my case, and i watch a lot of food network. >> considering that you've written fiction and memoir how do you feel on the process of writing autobiographical and do you feel like you can trust the memory completely or what process you go through to remember the sort of event and specific details. is there a process that you go through, and do you think that there is, you know, obviously there is an element of truth to everything that you are saying that do you think that this memoir sometimes is in the eye of the beholder? >> for me writing is an act of memory retrieval seÓul am i began writing of a period in my life, the memories come flooding back to the of my father is in this book and he's very much a part of this book and certainly he remembers a couple