anthony josha has been criticized for his post fight outburst, but he peered sorry for his behavior as he broke down at his news conference. it's really, really hard for me to sound proud of myself. um, i don't feel anything. i'm just well, i'm upset. really deep down in my ha ha ah ah man myself no, anyone doesn't muscle. suffer a guy here because i'm mad. and anyone when you're angry you might do stupid things . so i was mad. when i realized this is for let me do the right thing and come back boxing, journalist garrath, a davies watched the fight in jetta on an emotional night for by fighters. well, you have to look at what you 6 gone through since february. um, you know, he went back to his homeland and he served in the territorial forces. his wife has spoken, but how affected he was by the shock and the horrors of war. and one of the most difficult things in his life has been trying to explain to his children why russians want to kill them. always mentioning his country that he's doing it for the people. probably gave him huge internal mental and emotional support going into this f