i have finally stopped sulking after the rejection from antioch and decided on a college. my decision-making process had been simple, i accepted the first cool the wrote to me with good news after the big letdown in that school was michigan state. michigan state wanted me right then and i was eager to be wanted. after disappointment i had been in no mood to wait to hear from my second and third choices. by the time the acceptance letters came from brandeis and the university of california i have already settled on going to michigan state. i was starting to get excited. i liked the idea of getting lost among the thousands of students on campus. i would get to comingling as they please and no one would even notice. finally i would have a normal life. dances, concerts', football games and maybe even a boyfriend. i could hardly wait to end this chapter of my life and start a new. but for the moment it was bedtime. i clicked off the light in my room, crawled into bed with my thoughts and let fs and fat serenade me to sleep. no sooner had i close my eyes then i was shaken by a t