to the closure, antril for 15 months when they return? can if they know they are headed out to again and even that precious time fills with a field training and weekends away from home? no closure just persisting with daily life in the face of the burden of fear and anxiety period now the girlfriends are the children were in a different form the soldier themself. instead of soldiers to do the work of not coming undone. i say to buy to the women that i met. he disappeared in miss the entire departure then he emerges a giant action figure framed coming up the back door she said you left yet here he said i'd go. and then walks off. he turns to leave my wife doesn't understand if it is hard for them it is harder for the man you feel you abandon your family. she called after me the last time and i did not look back. she was mad. she did not understand. other soldiers have told me this you feel like shipped when you get on that bus and everybody else is on the verge of breaking down the you don't let it take you over you don't want to see me cr