drug addicts never sniff drug addicts never sniff anythin. he holes up in his cave. that's the impression i get. i can't imagine anybody doing more drugs than i did and living, and you know, especially with cocaine. and your resistance to these drugs. >> recreational drug taking and addiction. at your worst, what are we talking in terms of consumption? >> of about a half ounce a day of cocaine. >> really? >> it's crazy. and i'm so grateful to be alive. and i don't know why i am. >> did you remember how that made you feel? >> i will tell you this. the first time i tried cocaine, it made me feel great. it was in probably 1984. and then every time after that i tried to get that feeling of the first time, and i was chasing it, and at the end, in 1989, every time i did cocaine, i felt paranoid, depressed, and i -- i lied to myself and said i'll get back to that place you were a few years ago, but it doesn't happen. your brain chemistry changes, cocaine, alcohol, and it doesn't give you the same feeling. >> do you drink? >> i haven't had a drink since 1988. >> do you ever

that he continues to put pressure on them, but the reality is that he -- >> but le canhe can't do anythinsten? >> right. he has to wait to see what happens on capitol hill, and as luke said, speaker boehner's plan has to go through the house and we expect it to be voted on earliest tomorrow, and possibly thursday, and then, there will be a decision as to whether or not harry reid's plan could pass through the senate, so a lot of people are watching and waiting to see what will happen, but the white house is saying that the president is putting on the pressure points to try to support harry reid's plan. martin? >> well, martin, if you want to look at what is going to happen in the next few days, if boehner gets through the house with the gop leadership thinks it is going to happen, that is then going to become the vehicle with the agreement between the staffs of reid and boehner as to what the final package will be with the potential veto threat, and what can get through the house and the senate. this is going through the 11th hour, and expect intense negotiations through the weekend and p

this day w we've lost is the pipe gray-haired editor-in-chief figure who couldn't put anythin in the paper, but he could stop ings going into the paper we've lost a sort of moral sense. >> use that they interestingly enough for most editing for t papers in australia for murdoch and their two editors in chief they would've been if i write because i was at the time, hard to believe now, but at the time is interesting, energetic, fido, desperate to bring down governments editor and the guys to suffer their price and say you can't do that. that's going too far. heated it and i hate the ada now that i'm proposing that we actually have to go back to something. we have to put some responsibility back. it's no coincidence that the last four or five e "the sun" and "news of the rld" in the current editor of the mirror have all become the pop showbiz career. they haven't been n, ven't a news editors. this isn't for burro graybeard, but piers morgan was edi