. >> she was an amazing human being, arika. she was warm, she was outgoing.at it is to love god and love people, in the full sense. her brothers refer to it as, we had the near-perfect sister. when i talk about her i'm like, i have almost a near-perfect daughter. >> i look at the pictures in here, go through my phone, and each time that i look at cordell, as much as i love my pictures, it knocks the wind out of me. to be able to see somebody that i used to kiss, hold hands, walk with, love. we planned to do so many things. you know, just get to the next chapter of life. and the fact that she's not here and i have to do this without her and be reminded of videos, and i can hear her voice, it stinks. i don't dread anything, but i wonder how i'll be the day they ask me about their mama. hopefully we'll be able to do something to help some other people. right, baby? is often unseen. because the pain you're feeling could be a sign of irreversible joint damage. every day you live with pain, swelling, and stiffness... you risk not being able to do the things you lov