. >> arika. she was an amazing human being. she was warm, she was outgoing. understood what it is to love god and love people, in the full sense. he brothers would refer to her as, we had the near-perfect sister. when i talk about her i'm like, i have almost a near-perfect daughter. she set her goal and her target. >> i look at the pictures in here, go through my phone, and each time that i look at kordelle, as much as i love my pictures, it knocks the wind out of me. to be able to see somebody that i used to kiss, hold hands, walk with, love. we planned to do so many things. you know, just get to the next chapter of life. and the fact that she's not here and i have to do this without her and be reminded of videos, and i can hear her voice, it stings. i don't dread anything, but i wonder how i'll be the day they ask me about their mother. hopefully they'll be able to do something to help some other people. right, baby? broken windshield... take 1... hey guys, my windshield just got broken, i feel like i need to blow off some steam. let's go... 1, 2, 3, 4... m