very positive thing what you do so it's not like i understand that the us people that when the arrive nordica my age would be for good looking forward for retirement you know because he said drugs and stevie call and they have been doing it all their life and so on but in my case i i am lucky that i am still seeking and saw. i just don't know why but i am still able to see the passion that makes me do it you do a lot of things not only for the audiences which is natural in your profession but you do a lot just for ordinary people you help people help your colleagues is it true do you feel that that that you live as long as people need is that right well. i don't want to say that i think that you leave your life well you have to leave you know so i i i hope that i specially when you have work all your life even though you are working you you want to be able to enjoy it with all your family and so on you know so you want to see your grandchildren growing and you know sort of then they already grow in the other ones they're too little so do you suspect you have a spec patients to see well i hope