but i know rock hudson was the first person to die of aids and then the first black person was arthur ashe when the usa forced him to come out about his status. and when i hear the reports here about what's all been affected here, it makes me feel my living two or three years through this here surviving is not worth it, but i know it is worth it. and i know san francisco where i stay in the first aids hotel ambassador hotel, everything i have to fight, we fight in that hotel. we have been forgotten. and i know we like sour dough bread in san francisco, we found how to fight and win over hiv and aids. and it should be on our minds that this is where we should lead. this is our beacon light call. and i didn't think this what going to be -- i came to talk about me going to court. i'm fighting bullies in the hotel, you know, right now on tuesday. but just to hear -- you give our future and our lives, you're making me nothing because the last board that was here who voted for medical marijuana out of here, the last board tom ammiano, they did the work. willie brown and the mayor did the work. h