we’re really right, maybe it’s my fault that what, don’t listen to her aska is in a lot of pain rightshe lashes out at you. you are her closest person who knows that you will endure everything and forgive everything. it interferes with alcohol with sleeping pills with antidepressants. she is slowly killing you. i understand what she wants. she wants to run away to forget. i might want that too. my son also died, and she was fixated on her grief, she doesn’t hear anything, she doesn’t see anyone around gen. well, you have to hold on. i can't do everything anymore. i live in constant fear. i 'm afraid she's going back to her old ways. do you remember how we didn’t leave her for days. i want to put an end to it. otherwise, i'll go to hell myself . they say time heals. this is not our case. no, she's getting further and further away from me every day. i'm already tired of being alone. without warmth, without support, i myself will soon go crazy from the longing of loneliness. are you not alone? i guess it's time for me to pass. about immediately in sight morning not a good. so hello keep