satam oceans of me assuras tired i can't keep my emotions in one place and you know on top of. her i just are of the little bit. so. one of my friends died for all of us and. after that. we in my friends kind of stuck together and were doing these pills and it was just blocking out so much pain or so stressed out and. fighting back tears every day i think that's how i wanted to say it was just blocking out that pain. and the feel good it made me forget it. actually helped me out with a lot of things depend on it. i was that was my girl you know that was well loved and then. just this last year like too many tell me about things i've lost for family and that wasn't enough that wasn't enough to write or change. mentally in my head i've gotten close to suicide and. you know these pills are creating monsters. i don't think that they should be legal. just like tobacco addiction the dangers of opioids have been hidden it is taken 20 years for the government to take action for financial reasons. in my office while the lawsuit against produce pharma. well we're just so full on and jans