like avril andrew's son alcardo. dealers apparently wanted to sell drugs outside his family's home. avril tells us that her son tried to stop them. one evening he said he needed to go out. he'd left his phone at someone's house and wanted to pick it up. avril remembers that it was hard for him to say goodbye. >> for some e reason, , his es were f full of tears a and he d but i have to. i have to. and i said please e don't do t now, don't go fefetch it nowow. the area's n not ok. and he said but i have to go fetch my phone, because i'm worried d my phonene is in the hands ofof somebody that i dont trust. and he left, and probably about 20 minutes after that somebody came to say he was shot. >> avril andrews chose not to feel bitter. she set up a foundation in order to help others. every woman here shares the traumatic experience of having lost a son. their stories arare all uniqu, but also tragically similar. >> the first shot went off and he didn't know what to do. and i don't know if he froze in that moment. anand then t the second shot t off and hehe was still tryryino figure it ou