. >> i baker dunleavy because i was feeling guilty about what i was taking away from her life and what. but she doubled her efforts. i am confessing to a crime here but she grew mushrooms in our house because she had read an article about mushrooms helping people with depression. >> tamron: illegal mushrooms, that is what they call a ride or die kind of wife. gary, how did this turn into years later, three years later, you fall in love, she helps you through this and you get this hbo special, what was the pitch like? >> i said, how can i monetize this suffering? >> tamron: let me make some money. >> i just started talking about her onstage out of necessity because early on it was clear that i was off, my hands were shaking, i was very anxious, i would talk about what i was going to and then my manager said, you should do this as a special and incorporate some of the real-life activities in your life, the treatment and also your relationship w w w w w w a documentary. they loved it. >> tamron: it is hilarious. especially when you look at something so difficult, congratulations, sade, on