. >> barry crimmins is tone as a comedian's comedian, a political satirist, that inspired john oliver, the private pain he is now talking about. it is the focus of call me lucky, a new documentary that takes a serious look at the stand up comic. >> he would go into a rage. >> just get up i don't like you. >> he stopped i think worrying about whether he was being funny or not. >> there was a lot of personal things that happened in his life when he was young that came out later. >> it was the most shocking thing in my life that i heard. >> it's scary of anybody of any age to really see the face of somebody that is evil. >> barry crimmins talks about being sexually abused as a child. we asked him whether it's so important to talk about it. >> one of the things people say about those who are abused, mean well, you admitted you were abused? yes, i was raped as a small child. and i don't confess or admit anything concerning that. if you are held up at gunpoint you don't confess that you did something, you know? and part of the reason you need to talk about that is because the language of co