>> started dancing with him in 1992 and then gt n ny was beasd se t n ny do 50 shows.believe he was fully committed to doing all 50 shows? >> i think he wanted to do them and more, many, many, many more. he talked about india with the biggest grin on his face. it was like a kid in a candy store, getting ready to get back out in the world and be back on that stage, back in the light. it took a lot out of michael to do one performance. he invested his full self. we were trying to make sure the tour was structured so michael wouldn't do more than two to three concerts a week and i think he was feeling good. >> were you nervous, being on stage with him? >> yeah, because we practiced so much. when he called me out, it was very easy to get. to play the parts. we knew the parts like the back of our hands. just being in his presence. i'm just so grateful that i had that time. >> misha, for you, this was a huge tonight. it's got to be just stunning to realize, you had the high of getting in the show and then you had this happen. >> it's been devastating. i'm trying to remember