i say, well , you and i studied with the same teachers, and we studied with bebikov and pozho togethererent times, naturally, so he says, well, that’s how chicken eggs teach. wait, pause, i need to talk to him, but for some reason this didn’t deter me, that’s what i’m saying, because before that i was always some kind of ambitious, i went to train as a director in order to prove that i’m not shady and so on, so all the time i was at the level of fighting with someone, fighting for a picture, especially since in the nineties films were made only with criminal money, there was no way to get there, and well , in the sense that... it was necessary you have to mold yourself from a completely different cloth in order to negotiate with criminals, so that you they gave money for the cinema, that was all then , yes, so when she was born, when i took her, her mother swaddled her like that, and said: walk with her, when you walk with her, she becomes silent, i took her, it means i started walking with her, she became so quiet, suddenly i pressed her to me like that, i suddenly realized that i...