i don't want to go besler. i just stand like $10.00 a day playing the lottery to wish i could be. a start of a 1000000 what is a. sending her to a daycare center was not something i wanted to do for at least a year. but we're at a home where both of us have to work in order to survive and. we have to work this year that is. it's not like that's the smorgasbord of childcare out there. we were lucky to finally found. it was a scramble like we're going to childcare facilities every day to vail ability is slim to none. really and we have a few options despite p.j. ratio despite the class size they all cost. of course it's going to require us to basically scale back some of our spending in appropriate summer savings you know holding all that. money but i don't know how people do it i really don't see that changing cover human change. sharky. so tomorrow you have to go to school ok home alone or back stronger oh. no one's going to love your child the way you do nobody's going to care for your child the way you well. but i'm looking for the closest thing to it. and the. soesilo hostile t