bien venida. >> i definitely had a sense of relief that i wasn't abandoned at the airport and there wasebody there to get me. i was feeling still a little bit nervous because i didn't know the driver. i didn't know what they could have been capable of doing or if things could have went ugly or what, you know. and i get in the car. carlos turns around. he's like coma estas? he had the salt and pepper hair. he had the mustache, that he could be my grandfather. i was a little bit more reassured about my trip, was i'm feeling like okay, everything is flowing the way it's supposed to. it may sound weird because i wasn't born there, but i just felt like i was home in a sense. i'm in my grandmother's home. so we pull up into this hotel. carlos, he tells me to be up bright and early in the morning because he is going to come get me. >> okay. >> i go in my room. and i'm thinking, like, oh my god, viv, you're really out here by yourself. i basically was trying to psych myself into thinking oh, everything is going to be -- everything is going to be fine. but in the back of my mind i'm thinking wel