myself about my own body image issues that i decided to needed something big to push back on that bigedia telling me i needed to look perfect. >> first tell me about th uncomfortableness you had with your body image. >> well, when i was in high school and college, i had anorexia. i recovered from it, butart of recovery is staying really in tune with how you're feeling. and when you're triggered by something, you need to find a way to get back to a safer space. so for me when i was looking in the mirror trying on wedding dresses and thinking maybe i should lose five pounds, this would look much better, i reized that losing five pounds was a d idea and i thought go ig or go home. let's try a nuts project and i'll just give up mirrors and see if that would help me focus on things outside of my body. >> well, that's pretty drastic. how did you function? how did you do your hair? >> well, it took an adjustment of my lifestyle. i was very engaged in fashion. in fact i worked in fashion before i went back to school and so i reallyad to commit myself to shifting my attention away from that. so i