the steel mills, the cotton mills, and the whole north of england was a wasteland, you've seen billy elliottsurvived with a ballet dancing, i did not have those skills. but i don't want survived in the streets of liverpool where unemployment rates were soaring. there was a massive heroin epidemic in the city, it had lost its mission as a -- products were sent out to the world. i survived really, by living through american culture, fantasy island, hearts of harp, chicago bears, music of run-dmc, tracey chapman, all of which really spoke to me. it gave me courage. give me joy, a sense of hope whereas there was known at home. when you have that from afar, it is like, it gives you life that you would not otherwise have, joshua. >> i'm sure that they clout -- level give you hope as a -- i'm not sure many americans would be that way. >> i was always team dock in every way. but again, you see somebody like miami than vice, don johnson, you see a gentleman who singular instyle. wearing esper drills, no socks to take on the world, and it speaks to you in confidence and how to really engage with the w