i was in london, playing billy holl scro way, a terrible play. here i am in poind performing. i find out i'm pregnant. excited. that was the third one i have. i'll never have kids. i have to go to the hospital. you know. there's complications with my body. things are not happening the way they are supposed to. the doctor says you have fibroids and endomeetriosis, i was operated on in london, he said trust me in the next i don't remember you'll get pregnant. and boom. >> did you believe him? >> no. he said "just keep trying." . when i saw the heartbeat on the monitor. it's rapid. i literally saw it because she's there. i didn't know if it was a girl. i assumed it was. >> it's beautiful. >> still ahead on "talk to al jazeera". rain prior talks about the anger she felt towardser iconic father. stay with us. >> at one time i felt that selling cocaine was my purpose. >> as the amount of drugs grew guns came in. >> murder rate was sky-high. >> this guy was the biggest in l.a. >> i was goin' through a million dollars worth of drugs every day. i liked it. it's hard to believe that a f