bismillah learned. they're effective. she surrendered herself all entirely he did not she was cleared of criminal charges she wasn't today's she receives an allowance for bringing up a child she's moved from her old shabby house into a new apartment. i'm raising my child alone he doesn't have a father of course that we'd better if he did but it worked out this way and i can't change that i have to move on now i have someone to live for. i'm bringing up my son. and us to see it was very young when her father died though her mother was russian she had no choice about what religion to follow islam was her only option she always knew she'd missed out on her father's affection she married early and says she loved her husband and shared his values. but i became attached to him. i couldn't imagine living without him so as i was leaving i thought of nothing else i didn't think about my relatives nothing at all . i just wanted to be with him. and as soon as i left i began to realize that what i had done was wrong. used to tell me