i want everybody to imagine for one second that you're a lieutenant commander bob shoemaker, 30 years old, you have a wife and a newborn son at home. you were the top of your class at u.s. naval academy. you were a finalist in the poll asked about program. you are a navy fighter pilot and for those of you who know navy -- who you know navy fighter cause, you think you're the finest in the world. you fly, was, navy -- anyone from the air force your? all right. sorry, gentlemen. might be a rough morning for y you. >> you are 30 and you are flying these machines, all of these jet machines around you. so you think the you can control the uncontrollable because basically strapping into an f6 or f8 is like stopping on to a rocket. nobody can control that. you have the confidence to think that you can. you in complete control of the world. it's february 9, 1965, the first day of the air war against north vietnam. your 100 miles off the coast of north vietnam on the uss coral see. february 9. all those character traits, all that confidence, that's who you are. this is bob shumaker on february