there's a doctor named doctor bobbi alford has an ear nose and throat doctor, world-renowned one of the best in houston. they wanted to go in and try to find out what happened. they operate, go in and start pressing on these two windows and a thought that there was something where the fluid is actually leaking out and they press on it and everything is intact. i have a picture in the book where all the doctors just have their heads down like i don't know what's wrong, and my sister is there. all the communication i do in the hospital after the surgery goes through yellow legal pads so that's the only way i communicate with people. hey, what's up man. all of my friends are here. [laughter] so i have this legal pad that says we couldn't find anything. everything is fine, we don't know what happened to you. at that moment when everyone leaves, i am trying to figure out what's wrong and i start watching the movie good will hunting. show of hands so when he's a the janitor and solves a problem on the board and when he's kind of like coming back on the subway there's this music playing like t