that is how i got to start and a movie, and that is how i became bobby blake. light-years have worked for me all of my life. my brain is a weird and brain to start with. and when i tell you i have no social skills, i mean that. life is a rehearsal. your performance is real. that is the story of my life. tavis: maybe it is not weird, maybe it is gifted. >> in some ways. but that is okay, because i am still here. they haven't opened up my chest yet, i am still walking, i am still dancing, i still enjoy looking at the ladies. it is located be here. if i leave, i have had no regrets, brother. i am telling you, it has been a ride. whoever gets his seat better buckle up because this is a bowl. tavis: both nights in this conversation, you have laid out your life story, in is a story in a very real way. the story of your life is a story of not being wanted. not being wanted by your parents, being forced to change by studios. >> natalie wood was my best friend. michael was that way. michael could never get enough. the whole world who loved natalie. it was never enough.