means that he really did not want volodya to go to the hospital, since he had just arrived from botkinskayacan only tell you that for me he didn’t leave, we are still together and talk, i tell him everything , only i now live where i lived on the third tver yuma. and he moved to another apartment, something like this, but we are still together, just like you and yuliy, yulia feels the same way as you do, what he, as a doctor, told vladimir valentinovich when he got sick for the first time, yes, that it’s as if someone is from above, there is a feeling that here he is now, as if from above, now he also cares about you, well, how can i tell you, i don’t think that from above it happens somehow differently, he probably hasn’t gone anywhere anyway. yes, i, too, for a very long time, in general, you know, i have three people, my mother, volodya and yulia, whom i love somehow immensely, you know, i am attached to many people, i have many friends, close friends, whom i love you very much, but these three people were in some other form for me, completely, you know? i can't even describe these feeli