i found the artist brandi carlile and i thought she was so had this incredible voice and such an incredible. you know message to her songs that was like oh my gosh these are songs that i would write and i should write them and that's when i started really writing my own songs then and then after that after a while of doing that by myself i started doing co-writes which initially were very scary for me but now this whole e.p. that just came out today is. oh no there's one song that's not a but most of them are and i think it really brings a whole new level of excitement and something new and i always feel like if as an artist if you're not scared you're not doing it right. and so i was really scared kind of not actually scared but like it was a whole new experience and. it was really fun and i think it came out really well. so one of the most unique things about singer songwriters is their ability to you know open themselves up and share of the world you know some of the most emotions and feelings and life experiences how difficult it is that. i mean it is when i really think about it is lik