dead and they can understand why somebody may have ptsd but when you talk about moral what is it brechersay in the politics involved so i think that's a harder conversation to have. >> do we have an official standing in the military? >> i think it's something i've only heard it within the last two years. >> jonathan shea is a psychiatrist he who talks about it. other questions? >> hi. my question is about the writing process and the editing process of this book. it mentioned the cookie-cutter narrative. he talked earlier about wanting to write a true war story for your first memoir and i think some of those other prevailing narrativesthat hollywood lately seems to enjoy selling has to do with broken veterans coming home and so i'm wondering during the writing and publishing of this memoir were there moments for you where telling something true that is not cookie-cutter and doesn't fit into any of these narratives felt challenging are particularly important or you know exciting like you achieved it? >> one story comes to mind. one story that i wrote about in out about taking now. it's a c