bred jellicoe one two six three seven zero six my first encounter of the of the prison systems are pretty young. lifestyle of drugs you know starling the thing with me was i got out february i think it was two thousand and twelve within three months i got out they mccourt fives boehm arrests to sion paid. child support paid everything i was that's. i start my own business i got a vehicle and i thought worst case scenario if i go to probation offices i have to go to a program where i'd be urine test regularly i go to any a well the reality fact is dirty urine is a violation and probation officer i had was new and she was a stickler for the law and she violated me their own spot i wept like a little child i couldn't believe i had made all this work on my i have all this to show you look at all this i have i've done it she's a you've done a lot but you still using drugs and it's against the law. to get sentenced to four years for dirty you're in the houses. it's a lot watching your children grow up in issue in wave and say by daddy as you're walking out of the business it is just it doesn't