he would go on to rape and murder brian denson. >> no. i know it wasn't have happened. there was a second victim in between myself and preana that we know of. those two and their lives would have been saved if i been able to carry that night. >> in addition to those two other victims, i mean one is a survivor the other is obviously diseased, there are untold number of women who may have been subjected to this predator had you been able to use a weapon that you are experienced in using, as a matter of fact? >> yes, it is. at the time of my impact i was holding a budgetary meeting. it could have been i left conscienceless. >> i understand the woman from colorado hoke to the way she 130ek to you agol guid -- apolo. i offered her a sincere apology in public come nation. >> i no know i rile it is more credible. she did apoll guidogize to me. instance tan yuszly after the exchange happened there was a lot being said over public media. i think that it was more of a -- i don't really know what her motives were i am not inside her head. >> did you think it was sincere? >> no. >>